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Sunday, May 27, 2007
8:15:00 PM
i hvent been blogging at all again. so sorry. things have been so busy lately. june hols is coming yet there is no relaxing feeling. all i know is tt the tchers want me to finish up my forever piling pieces of homework. someof which already cease to exist because i think i've thrown them away in a state of confusion and stress. after all, midyr exams are coming. i have to buck up. i've been failing 7 outta 10 tests lately. in the begining i would feel depressed each time i fail one. but i think i've become numb to such feelings. anyway, what can u expect out of someone who has been failing tests like nobody's business. nvr failed so many tests in one go before. even when i pass my test, its just like border line passing. if this goes on i think i am gonna be a repeat student nxt yr. mr. ng kps saying everytime he marks our homework he gets hbp. die. even hm wrk also nvr handle properly. he says we are putting are no effort into studying. oh my tian. so stressed. its tests and remedials nearly everyday. seems like last yr's preparation period for o lvl. if thats not enough, i get to have a share of my headaches frm the class welfare matters. i've been trying to settle the class outing and tee shirt thing. things went so totally wrong. the outing is finalised. but as for the tshirt. i give up trying to get class tgt to decide on it. its so hard handling a class. thr are times whr i really feel like screaming at the entire class. sry. but frankly who wld be able to stand it when nearly everyday for a week u've been trying to settle some issues with a class that only seem half interested. get what i mean? but nvrm, put tt a side. i chose this path anyway. i shldnt be minding abt such matters.whats impt is that the nxt 30 odd days shall be spent mugging. if this is supposed to be a typical life of a jc student, then dear sec students pls kindly refrain frm going to any jc. its a living hell. trust me. well,what else can u expect from typical educational institutes that is meant for nerds (and even for half nerds like me)?